Amar

There is quite a lot i'd like to say but ..i don't know how much i will share.
Mhm. I saw Jennifer's Body and, yes, i really liked it haha . Dark comedy, c'mon guys!
So i'm still obviously recovering from my knee surgery and i have another one to go.
The pain is worth it. I can't wait to run, bike, jog, play basketball, etc! Plus i'll
be able to be on my own after i get both surgeries, a job, and save money. I am
serious about my future..because i can't live like this for the rest of my life. It's boring
and useless lol. I'm thinking about taking classes on acting.. maybe do something with
that in college? Photography, Sociology, and History are other favorites. Maybe a writing class, too? I wrote a new poem, first one in two months, for my beloved friend that died a little over two months ago. Here it is:

Amar, Immortal

I have this picture of you in my head.
Things could've been better
if you hadn't choosen this death
and as i think of these words everyday,
this picture of you changes everything.
So you took the ultimate path,
you tried to reach out, tried to say goodbye
but as the human race knows it,
we've all got shit in our lives.
And as we speculate our own problems,
we pass one another by but now I see
I've got to stop wasting time.
I could've taken your hand, told you the truth;
this world needed to keep someone
as special as you but now you are gone
and all i see are these now meaningless words
fleeing from the debris of your memory
that i am trying to keep....alive.



Well, i'm just trying to stay positive..so thinking about the future helps. I know things will be rocky for a while..but they will get better. CHEERS TO THAT!

Peace=]