First Entry

So i am new to this and i am not exactly sure who can read these..I am aloud to write my mind? I feel the need to.. without being afraid of who might see. Just to let everyone know, i mean well. So my name is Taty, i am only 16. I realized something about myself when i was in 6th grade. That is, the fact that i like girls. I guess you can say that i am bi-sexual but i like girls way more than guys, so maybe i am a lesbian? I have wondered about that for acouple of years now. My relationships recently have failed. I started to date this girl, Mary-Anne, last year in November... that started out alright except for the fact that i ignored her some of the time. You know that voice in the back of your head that nags you and reminds you about things? Well that little voice helped me remember that i wasn't over my best friend, Tasha, yet. So i was hanging out with Tasha a lot more than i was hanging out with Mary Anne, little did i notice(at the time) that Mary-Anne was actually quiet jealous. What she did not know, and still does not know...was that i cheated on her with Tasha. That should be a shocker to anyone that knows Tasha because she actually likes guys. She told me that i made her really confused about her sexuality..and that she did not know how to tell me before. The day before New Years, i broke up with Mary-Anne. I still really liked her but i knew that i had to figure out things with Tasha before i could be in a relationship with her. I will never forget my new years. I had a great time with my two best friends, Tasha and Grace. I had some alone time with Tasha, we figured some things out. She ended up moving on Jan. 20th. I think my feelings for her will always remain---but i can't help but to wonder about her feelings. I am going to see her on my spring break, i really miss her. She is the first girl that i have liked(non-stop) for 3 years. Now maybe it is just me, but i think that has something special written all over it. Well--- that is a lot to take in(depending on your mind and emotion capacity) so i will end here. Maybe another entry soon?

Love and peace,
Taty