So i haven't been in school for a good week. I do have an excuse: the damn flu/ and now other things. Okay so i am done talking about what i HAVE been talking about in the last two post(unless something erges me to bring it up again) but something more serious happened a month ago yesterday. My old friend, Kim, was driving and for some unknown reasons she lost control of her car and hit a telephone pole then a tree. She was taken to a shock and trauma center in the ICU part. She's been in acoma ever since. I saw her about two weekends ago, something i have never experienced before.. She was a big part in my childhood..and we still kept intouch afterwards, we told people that i was her sister because thats how close(in our hearts) we are. I learned that there are different comas, the one she is in.. she can open up her eyes and apparently hear us but we dont know how much she can understand. When i saw her, my mom got her to open up her eyes and she stared at me with her gorgeous blue eyes... i wanted to hug her but i didn't want to hurt her. I think she knew who we were(cause i dont know how much she remembers now too) and it seemed like she wanted to say something but she had a tube going into her neck which prevents her from speaking but obviously is helping her in someway. I love her, i may not be her best friend but she will always be special to me...as i will be to her. This is what i said to her at the hospital : "Hey Kim, it's Taty. I love you...we love you. You are one of the strongest girls i know, probabley THE strongest..keep fighting, we will come again to visit." I wish i could've said more because my mind had a lot more to say, like going over the memories we shared. Hopefully i will say more next time, they just transferred her to another place which is out of state but i dont care, that isn't going to stop me from visiting her! She may not be the same again..but atleast she'll be alive. Another recent bad story is that my step grandfather is dying. My mom and step dad went up to NJ today to say goodbye cause the doctors said that he would probabley pass within this week... i would've gone except for the fact that im sick so my mom wouldn't let me..I really hope my step dad will be alright, he tends to hold back emotions and then explode them out..actually pretty much everyone in my family does that. I guess all i can do for him is be here? I'll still be worried for awhile about him..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Z1zeQF07EK4
i love Eisley... anyways,
Peace&Love,
Taty
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ok, now that ur reading my blog, you need to be reincarnated as someone happy and peppy, yet sad and depressed. You have to be both! Its no fun to talk to someone who is being forced to live a life of misery. Im going through a lot of stuff that u r going through, but look at meeeeee! =D
Hah yeah im usually alright i just haven't talked about any of this stuff with other people in awhile so it feels good to get it out somewhere. Just so you know, im a good listener so if you ever wanna talk about anything your goin through feel free to comment or something!
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